I think it seems so strange that in the last 2-3 months...my life has changed A LOT! While things here with Braeden and me are still pretty much the same....my "outside" life has changed a lot. I don't really hang out with the same people anymore. Danny is in my life now. I don't really talk to the same people anymore. It is so strange to me how life goes through different "seasons". The people you use to be close to and tight with one minute...the next....not so much. Then people you would have never expected to be as close to.....you are now inseparable. In so many ways, at times it just seems like I sit back and watch life happen...events take place and things change right before my eyes. It's the good with the bad. I was just talking to my friend Jen about this and how it is so strange that one minute things are one way and the next.....they can be completely different. Please don't take this as a complaint. It isn't at all. It is just an obervation more than anything. For those of you who know me, you know how much I analyse things and enjoy doing so. But in the "grand scheme" of things....no matter how much you analyse something.............it just is what it is. And I'm cool with that. :)~
I am blessed to have great friends...no matter the season of life...or the season of friendship. The thing that I continue to learn over and over....although, there are a few things in my life that I would like to change...mainly about myself....and there are a few experiences I could have done without....overall, I am extremely happy. I am content with myself and content with my life. And it doesn't matter too much what happens around me. Things here are good. I think some of that comes through growth. I think some of it comes through just living life. And I think some of it comes through a lot of hard lessons. But the majority of it...comes by choice.
A little update on me and Danny. Things are still going well. It is really hard, as I was telling him...since he is in FL we don't get to do the "fun" stuff of a relationship (going out and spending time together and gazing dreamily into one anothers eyes...gag....lol). It is just connecting through the phone and email and the little things. But we are learning how to communicate and connect on a different level. That being said...I CANNOT WAIT FOR HIM TO BE HERE!!!! And he sold his house and is moving at the end of May!!! :) YEA!!! Amy, Randy and I are flying down May 28th and driving back with him, the moving truck, and his car. So....a 24 hour trip (basically) will be interesting, but I am sure the four of us will make it a lasting memory. :)
And sometimes memories......are worth the journey....good, bad or indifferent.
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