If You Want Me To

If You Want Me To: Artist(Band):Ginny Owens

The pathway is broken And The signs are unclear And I don't know the reason why You brought me here But just because You love me the way that You do I'm gonna walk through the valley If You want me to

Chorus: Cause I'm not who I was When I took my first step And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet so if all of these trials bring me closer to you Then I will walk through the fire If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen When you lead me through a world that's not my home But You never said it would be easy You only said I'd never go alone

So When the whole world turns against me And I'm all by myself And I can't hear You answer my cries for help I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through And I will go through the valley
If You want me to

This is my life right now. I have NO IDEA where I am suppose to be (job wise) and at times it seems that just as things are starting to look up for me, it all falls apart. I am not usually one to complain, and I am not really complaining now....it is just a difficult time. I lost my job back in December 2006 and just found a job (FINALLY) in May. Now everything is back up in the air and I am not real sure where I am suppose to be or what is going on???? I want what is best for my life and Braeden's life. I want to be able to support the both of us without ever having to rely on my parents for help. I want a good job that I like being at and that supports us financially. Now I have been told and believe whole heartedly that faith is an ACTION. I have faith that God knows what He is doing and will make this all work out somehow....I just don't know that I see it now. And that is ok. Because I know He sees it and will provide. However, the human part of me thinks it is SCARY! ;-) But I serve a Big God and I am glad my life is in His hands!!!!

Please keep me in your prayers! I feel like I have been in the valley for going on 3 years. I know it could always be worse though.....

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